he was moving around a street was not accustomed to be there, among those alien pedestrians of that city, which pushed by without will of him, he was walking through of those blocks of human corps moving by without any affiliation to feel towards them. he was not one of them , he was looking for those faces no one of them can recognized , he felt that movement around him was rigid no life into . He felt alienation surrounding us from all sides, he had cast him without his will. He always walked taking caution for any contact may happen., he was always marching by the wall next to street to avoid clash may happened into. He was filled of fear of lost his manner, he looks like a rat lost his way at once. He did not feel that there was life never run of middle of street, despite the move to those blocks of human surging back and forth. He had a feeling that he had thrown into the wilderness does not seek a way out of then. He had a feeling that the anger of the Lord had come on him as the wrath of Al (Moses) and sent them away in the wilderness (Sinai) to live in the wonder , that course were not differ at all about those people when they expel of their country (Palestine) in 1948 ,and was displaced away from his country today..
And now he lost homeland and his people .He was forced to live out of his country in to be among those people where he had no prior knowledge of them, the image no longer different from that belongs to Jews people who lived in the neighborhood of his city isolated from their surroundings.. They were Jews living in their own talk show and they were not deliberately mixing populated Arab residents of the city. Those Jews who were living in the aversion of their Arab neighbors, and they do not and cannot make any close relationship of their Arab neibourhood especially in marriage relation where any Jewish girl to commit married to an Arab is a rogue and beyond their belief and renounce life for her family. The religious intolerance of the Jews into believing they are God’s chosen people and no one is above them that they live in the shell was a terrible violent sclerosis among Jews in isolation from others, and perhaps the cause of their tragedy. Today he has lived with same position of that tragedy it is crammed into a ghetto around new residency, which was built in a hurry to be a shelter for him and his people in a suburb of the city, out of his country, and is not twisted on something all day but to stick to the walls to be living like the rest of the displaced, including global aid provided by the kindness?? ..He remembered well those good old days when he lived on his farm, which was overlooking the city (Jerusalem) every morning was a private day of spring where preparing early in the morning to inspect his cultivates in his farm , and he felt , he was growing in every moment with any plant around him ..
That he was born with life every day with him. It was moist air rising to nose still taste the smell emitted from the soil after touching by the morning sun beams ,he was breathing the air which was full of moisture and the fragrant odors emitted from the pomegranate trees with colorful flower and smell of citrus metabolism and olive’ flowers , and he was always taken from the trees a haven for him to take shelter from the sun, short napping and watching the sun which was creeping through the branches of trees and that was enough to live the same farm as the only source of livelihood ,and he mentions the harvest season when families come together to pick up the harvest, especially olive seeds which needed labor to many ,and the harvest season was the season of joy for the people of the village where the population were prescribed in the marriage of their sons, all Palestinian people were abandoned their villages and did not remain thereafter , nothing but makeshift settlements for those Jews coming from overseas in search of a homeland in the hope promised permanent residence and isolated entity for the establishment of their own land on account of those Palestinians expelled out of their land , now he is living on charity likes of his race’ sons , he picked up a global aid which was helping him to live on subsistence. He felt with bitterness when he remembered those old days where he was over there. and was watching those boats which were flocking to ports of (Haifa) and (Jaffa) carrying Jews from all places of the world to settle in new home. Displacing the native ones. Perhaps those Jews who came to the land (Palestine) are very happy to have a homeland in the land were not for them and perhaps save them from wandering in various parts of the world.
Perhaps they do not hold the same opinion when they see an entire people from their land had been abandoned. Repeating the same tragedy to expel from their land to wonder out of their home. The man wraps his head dizzy, and the streets of alienation pressed him to return back to that cottage where he now is another home. where was abandoned him to live in exile without the twisted something but to go to bed and sink into a deep sleep, perhaps to forget he was away from his native land
